That smile isn’t lasting as I thought it would. My world is fading away have I been seeing a mirage this entire time?
Maybe I should just let this go- I mean I’m rarely happy in this world. Why try if it isn’t enough?
Every time I get happy it just goes away like everything else in my life. Should I go for it or just let it go? Usually my guts and my heart goes for it but now that I think about it there’s nothing special about me jut gonna let him go. My world that was full of wonders are turning into a disaster.
Everything around me is dead and life- there isn’t no sun here. There are dark clouds covering my world just full of bitterness and sadness. My dear heart well it’s cold and not happy as it should be but whatever.
My heart just gave up and stopped trying. I’m done with this.
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